Maybe just happy

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writing words for the winds to read, making my body a vessel of fear, maybe I’m dumb, maybe I’m cynic, maybe I just want to love intrinsically

I want you to understand that gold doesn’t stain, and everything you say sure makes me stay

I know for sure my sand has fallen, there’s nothing to make me less alien

Among all the fruits you picked me for the fashion, little did you know I was hiding my reaction

I wanna be me, I wanna be love, I wanna be seen and get out of this enclosure

why do I always feel like I can’t be myself, what size of crime I committed to be sent to hell?

I’m kind, I’m love, I’m fine

I press the load and rewind

A brand new heart to be shattered from its desires

I don’t chase, I don’t fetch