Author: effy

  • [PANIC AT THE PLAN]

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    First of all let’s all wish the plan fail (just like in theater but for plans – break a leg u know) Niwniw one more post: [PANIC AT THE PLAN]Episode 173 S2026 My house is nearly all packed, luckily everything is fitting in the storage (nearly…) Hope it all fits, worst case scenario I can…

  • niwniw

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    I think this time something is changing about meI’m realizing the goddess I always I was meant to beI use my power to regain my sanityI cross the lands like I own it intrinsically My ancestors gifted me with the gift of healingI cant expect nothing but to find meaningThe goal is set, targeting the…

  • The wish/De-wish

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    I wished for amends I wished too hardthe genie brought me a bunch of crimestrynna make me a foolHit enter before “null” next pacifyall the wishes that you lieJust please take me therewhere you feel something I just want you to laughtill the day don’t lasttoo hot too holdyou want me to fold why you…

  • Reversed to the end

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    I close my ears to wordsand open my eyes to actionsEverything you say seem neatbut the things you do tweak Nothing seems to be right from herejust another one playing with grieveand what sounds right about that?you won’t ever appreciate this badass There is any reason u should try to understand?Our story took a shortcut…

  • 3 years and 3 months

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    How much has changed?How come it feels so different?So much I’ve learn since thenbeing better is a battle in betweenbeing sane or being funnyIdk what to do with so much moneyI get my pack, I wont come backMy ego is armed cleck cleck pleh Stop playing with my mindI don’t understand what kindof dark desires…

  • Good Bye

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    This dark wish to be deadwoke me up another morning to lastanother day to pretend to be happyin a skin that was borrowed from mary invading my lungs I prepare to say good byeI know how much you bring me to decayLife is brighter when I feel that I don’t need youLet me forget you…

  • Mermaid Shell

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    I can’t forget your energy, I smell it miles awayI can’t explain it I just feel the sway You keep coming back in the cardsI keep playing it in the yardI know it won’t ever come truthI just keep thinking about you Why you keep coming backeven though many years have pastthey said you felt…

  • I wish I were gay

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    You said I think too muchIsn’t that something good?You didn’t say this onebut you don’t think I’m cool Queria ser um Espeonespiar na sua mente e quem sabe, mesmo descontentetirar uma conclusão dessa confusãoNossos corpos não falam só sentemqueria poder te levar pra um lugar quente mas não tão quente, não sou putae nem tão…

  • Flor de cheirar

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    I’m sorry I lied to youI’m just too scared seeing people entering my life this wayThey usually don’t stay I’m sorry if I scared youI’m usually trained to keep people awaythis way my heart wont shatter again Im sorry if I mistreated youI really wanted you close but as close you get, more trapped, I…

  • 33 lessons over 33 years

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    Lets change things up a little bit here, I’m way too cheese with those pumps everyday, I almost forgot I am a cold hearted bitch. 33 things I learned by 33 years old. 1 Don’t waste too much time in your head, the now is waving good bye all the time. 2 The things you…