Author: effy

  • You can[not] rage.

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    Someone is thinking I’m travelling to fuck while I’m just looking for a few days without being a mom. Some vacation days FOR MYSELF. Because I’ve been working for months straight and have never gave myself a time off.  If you can’t deal with your own insecurities, it’s not on me to fix it. You…

  • Can you save my-

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    So out of creativity but so inspiredToday there is only thoughts, no rhyme Queria poder te falar o que eu sinto, mas toda vez parece que é uma má ideia, então vou só deixar pra lá mesmo, já engoli meus sentimentos antes, não vai ser difícil fazer de novo. Acho que é até mais fácil…

  • What’s her name

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    I can see the interest raisingI can see the reason behind itIt’s cute that you’re in “love”But you’re wrong, I won’t ever go Is it too much to ask to be real?dont try to fuck me if you can’t compealthere is no hard lessons to be taughtyou learned what you learned that’s all I might…

  • [PANIC AT THE PLAN]

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    First of all let’s all wish the plan fail (just like in theater but for plans – break a leg u know) Niwniw one more post: [PANIC AT THE PLAN]Episode 173 S2026 My house is nearly all packed, luckily everything is fitting in the storage (nearly…) Hope it all fits, worst case scenario I can…

  • niwniw

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    I think this time something is changing about meI’m realizing the goddess I always I was meant to beI use my power to regain my sanityI cross the lands like I own it intrinsically My ancestors gifted me with the gift of healingI cant expect nothing but to find meaningThe goal is set, targeting the…

  • The wish/De-wish

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    I wished for amends I wished too hardthe genie brought me a bunch of crimestrynna make me a foolHit enter before “null” next pacifyall the wishes that you lieJust please take me therewhere you feel something I just want you to laughtill the day don’t lasttoo hot too holdyou want me to fold why you…

  • Reversed to the end

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    I close my ears to wordsand open my eyes to actionsEverything you say seem neatbut the things you do tweak Nothing seems to be right from herejust another one playing with grieveand what sounds right about that?you won’t ever appreciate this badass There is any reason u should try to understand?Our story took a shortcut…

  • 3 years and 3 months

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    How much has changed?How come it feels so different?So much I’ve learn since thenbeing better is a battle in betweenbeing sane or being funnyIdk what to do with so much moneyI get my pack, I wont come backMy ego is armed cleck cleck pleh Stop playing with my mindI don’t understand what kindof dark desires…

  • Good Bye

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    This dark wish to be deadwoke me up another morning to lastanother day to pretend to be happyin a skin that was borrowed from mary invading my lungs I prepare to say good byeI know how much you bring me to decayLife is brighter when I feel that I don’t need youLet me forget you…

  • Mermaid Shell

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    I can’t forget your energy, I smell it miles awayI can’t explain it I just feel the sway You keep coming back in the cardsI keep playing it in the yardI know it won’t ever come truthI just keep thinking about you Why you keep coming backeven though many years have pastthey said you felt…