Sometimes I feel like life is a game. I have flashes of memory playing storing an random item on The Curse of the Monkey Island, some kind of piece of wood among a lot of junk, just to later find that it was the perfect puzzle piece to solve a big mystery.
That happens to me in real life… I swear! My intuition tells me what to throw and what to keep, sometimes I get wrong, but lets say I have a 95% of positive predictions on my back, it’s just sad to remember about the items I actually thrown away because I didn’t listen to myself.
That happened today (and happens quite often tbh), I wanted to access a voice channel when I saw a person alone in the voice chat, but I was hesitant to join because the most recent interactions I had, later on brought some kind of disorder or chaos in my life and I’m aware I’m avoidant, so I told myself, okay I should go there.
And I went and had a nice conversation, and I’m glad I listened to my intuition because it led me to a few realizations and gives me some boost to plan my time better for the last 2 weeks I have at home.
It feels like I completed some kind of quest and got rewarded with realization. It feels real good.
—> LVL 2 <—
Oh… I guess I leveled up!