Author: ni
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It isn’t hard to love you
Not at allbut I don’t know how to love backI watch from a distance, you seen to have funI wish I could be the oneThe one more than a fan My isle is too coldno time for cuddleIll give you a blowand I go back to my modo If wasn’t enough Id let you knowIt…
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2026 resolutions
I’m not the type who creates resolutions list but this year I decided to make a one item list for my little new year, the first in a 9 years cycle. I think it is at least healthy to think positively about the future and set some goals and I even think I’ll add more…
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Maybe just happy
writing words for the winds to read, making my body a vessel of fear, maybe I’m dumb, maybe I’m cynic, maybe I just want to love intrinsically I want you to understand that gold doesn’t stain, and everything you say sure makes me stay I know for sure my sand has fallen, there’s nothing to…
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Struck
I truly want your loveBut Idk how to take itI’m so afraid I can break yaI dont wanna make a mistake I’m falling, chest locked in ice, no clue how to crack it open. I wish you could reach in, feel the flood I’m drowning in— yet I stay silent. Too much to be sane,…
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If I pretend
Maybe if I pretend it is a choiceIt wont hurt as muchMaybe if I intend to stopthe bleeding will stop flowing If I pretend I was never to be lovedmaybe the wounds will be cloggedYou say you don’t knowBut I know even less I can’t be sure of what I loveYou’ll become, you’re so sureThat’s…
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Vamo parle france…
I like movies that makes me crygames that makes me scaredsongs that makes me thinkand people who makes me talk parece que eu sou contraditoriaa cada linha escrevendo essa historiafazendo tudo aquilo o que vc nao pediucriando cenarios a mim me iludiu eu gosto de parle Francee de ficar com voceeu quero viajar o mundo…
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Flesh and Hollow
The hollow sound my crying makes Reminds me that my spirit wakes In mortal form, in meat and bone, Forever together, forever alone.