Im becoming everything I ever dreamed about
The happiest version of me is about to born
When I choose me, I choose healing
And choosing healing I choose to not ignore reality anymore.
I choose to make my choices, and to not be fooled
I choose to change my life for what matters to me not to others
I choose to look at my feelings like I always looked at the other’s feelings
I choose to forgive myself even though I’m also a victim
and I choose to forgive because the people who hurt me were also victims
and If I can forgive them, I can forgive myself.
I was wounded one day, and this day I met loneliness
They hugged me so strongly that I thought I would faint
I lost my breath and I screamed to get back
I felt like melting, I wasn’t expecting
to be the spectator of my own inferno
I wake up to the year and I made my plans
I left behind all that don’t serve me
Im not gonna be part of this murder
