Im so capable. I don’t wanna give up.
Some days are so hard, that I feel that my body is operating from the anger I have accumulated all these years… I’m not an anger person, I don’t put my anger out. It’s controlled and internal. It fades away, I don’t really have to work on it. My psyche transforms it into vital energy.
Some days I have no anger to keep going… My body tries to produce energy from the love, from the hope I still have. Can we multiply hope by the way? Most days I’m lacking it.
Some days I’m in the shadows watching the sunlight. Some days are darker.
What do I have to do? Why do I feel so lost and confused?