Fully love you

I wanted to love you completely,
To trace the maps of your worries,
To kiss the places that hurt you
And learn the language of your silences.

I wanted to love you honestly—
No pretending, no careful editing,
Just the raw truth of two people
Deciding to be fragile together.

I dreamed of lazy Sunday mornings,
Your breathing steady against my chest,
Of knowing which dreams made you restless
And which memories you carried like stones.

I wanted to love you through seasons,
Through your bad days and your good ones,
To be the person you’d call at 3 AM
When the world felt too heavy to hold.

But somewhere between wanting and having,
Between dreaming and trying to build it,
The careful architecture crumbled—
All those blueprints scattered like leaves.

Now I sit with the ghost of intentions,
With love that had nowhere to land,
Wondering how something so wanted
Could slip through such willing hands.

The heart I saved for you still beats,
Full of all the love I couldn’t give,
A story with no place to go,
A song with no one left to sing it to.