I haven’t updated for quite some time, I know… Moving to a new home is not easy and when you are by yourself with a children it is even harder. I feel lucky that I have someone who cares and help… I know I have good friends, I’m just unlucky they are so far…
The events that made me conclude that I had no other option, it all came abruptly, it was confused and I still processing what happened…
Why when it came out of your mouth it was nothing, but when it came out of mine it was a harsh accusation?
What is the difference?
I just saw what you said.
I felt what you saw.
I acted on your opinion.
But I’m the one being blamed.
What is that?!
Why do you want to make me confused?
These questions keep circulating my mind, and I don’t even want an answer, I just wanna leave this place and stop getting to conclusions because they are all scary to consider.
I came because of you in the first place, and now you tell me I did it all wrong?
I just followed the plan…
I followed your plan…
I followed you…
I put myself second when I heard you’re feeling lonely.
I left all behind and I restarted for you.
To be with you…
Because I wanted you to be happy…
You deserve it…
But this is a problem I created, right?
And my problem is that I trust too much. And I love too deeply to the point I ignore my own needs and wants. and when I realize I did it, it’s already too late.
I just want to live my simple life, pay my debt and listen to no more lies.
Why did you lied to me?…
