I feel wrong
I don’t deserve it here
I doubt myself
No one trust me here
I’ll enter my shell
and forget I ever lived here
I’ll kill myself
maybe this way I’ll be heard
They will come saying they loved me
They will lie they tried to help me…
I did suffered bullying my whole life
abandonment, negligence, made me feel invisible.
Rejection made me feel something was wrong with me.
Something was wrong with you and it broke me apart…
I’m so tired of not being heard, and then when I say something, I’m being mean, I’m being rude. What do I do?… Do I keep shut, do I give a shot?