{"id":782,"date":"2024-05-29T23:47:48","date_gmt":"2024-05-30T06:47:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/?p=782"},"modified":"2025-08-13T21:34:35","modified_gmt":"2025-08-14T04:34:35","slug":"period-dot-dot-dot","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/period-dot-dot-dot\/","title":{"rendered":"[TW] Period dot dot dot"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-group nfd-bg-effect-dots has-global-padding is-layout-constrained wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>[TW]<\/strong> <em>Rape<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;ll protect everyone&#8217;s Identity including abusers because they are still human.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I was 12 or 13 when I got my first period and it felt weird&#8230; I was ashamed and confused. I might have heard about it but I didn&#8217;t know what to do.<br>&#8220;Ohh you can have babies now&#8221; said Joana. As if I had any interest in babies or in having a relationship with anyone by this time. They made me want it though. &#8220;You gonna like it&#8221;, said Melissa &#8220;It&#8217;s time already&#8221;&#8230; They laugh and sang to bully me. They pressure me to have sex with a guy much older than me. Damion. The same that took Melissa&#8217;s virginity, by the way, as it was some kind of trophy. I didn&#8217;t want it, I never asked for it. I am actually happy it wasn&#8217;t bad as it is to other people. Damion was way nicer than them, and he noticed I was uncomfortable and not even excited, but afraid and confused. He never told them and until around my 15&#8217;s Melissa thought I wasn&#8217;t virgin. Joana might not even know till nowadays.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Whose fault is that? Who cares? It is done, and it is past. What really matters is that I healed from it, so that I won&#8217;t bleed my trauma on anybody else. And I really hope they heal from that too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I learned from it: To never shut up, to never be silent. To speak and stand for myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m sorry, and Thank you for understanding, even if you don&#8217;t.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A very tough period that taught me to be a better person. A period where I couldn&#8217;t understand what was happening because I didn&#8217;t know about period&#8230; And sex.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[36],"tags":[38,39,40,41],"class_list":["post-782","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ols","tag-confusion","tag-healing","tag-real-story","tag-trigger-warning"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/782","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=782"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/782\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1686,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/782\/revisions\/1686"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=782"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=782"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=782"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}