{"id":298,"date":"2024-04-21T17:29:38","date_gmt":"2024-04-22T00:29:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/?p=298"},"modified":"2024-04-21T17:29:38","modified_gmt":"2024-04-22T00:29:38","slug":"some-days","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/some-days\/","title":{"rendered":"some days"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-group nfd-bg-effect-dots has-global-padding is-layout-constrained wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Im so capable. I don\u2019t wanna give up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Some days are so hard, that I feel that my body is operating from the anger I have accumulated all these years\u2026 I\u2019m not an anger person, I don\u2019t put my anger out. It\u2019s controlled and internal. It fades away, I don\u2019t really have to work on it. My psyche transforms it into vital energy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Some days I have no anger to keep going\u2026 My body tries to produce energy from the love, from the hope I still have. Can we multiply hope by the way? Most days I\u2019m lacking it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Some days I\u2019m in the shadows watching the sunlight. Some days are darker.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What do I have to do? Why do I feel so lost and confused? <\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Some days are pink, others are blues\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[25,26,27],"class_list":["post-298","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-thoughts","tag-blues","tag-dark","tag-shadows"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/298","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=298"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/298\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=298"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=298"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=298"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}