{"id":1739,"date":"2025-11-05T10:30:24","date_gmt":"2025-11-05T17:30:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/?p=1739"},"modified":"2025-11-05T17:46:08","modified_gmt":"2025-11-06T00:46:08","slug":"maybe-just-happy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/maybe-just-happy\/","title":{"rendered":"Maybe just happy"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-group nfd-bg-effect-dots has-global-padding is-layout-constrained wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">writing words for the winds to read, making my body a vessel of fear, maybe I\u2019m dumb, maybe I\u2019m cynic, maybe I just want to love intrinsically <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I want you to understand that gold doesn\u2019t stain, and everything you say sure makes me stay<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I know for sure my sand has fallen, there\u2019s nothing to make me less alien<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Among all the fruits you picked me for the fashion, little did you know I was hiding my reaction<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wanna be me, I wanna be love, I wanna be seen and get out of this enclosure<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">why do I always feel like I can\u2019t be myself, what size of crime I committed to be sent to hell?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I\u2019m kind, I\u2019m love, I\u2019m fine<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I press the load and rewind<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A brand new heart to be shattered from its desires<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don\u2019t chase, I don\u2019t fetch<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>writing words for the winds to read, making my body a vessel of fear, maybe I\u2019m dumb, maybe I\u2019m cynic, maybe I just want to love intrinsically I want you to understand that gold doesn\u2019t stain, and everything you say sure makes me stay I know for sure my sand has fallen, there\u2019s nothing to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1739","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pumps"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1739","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1739"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1739\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1743,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1739\/revisions\/1743"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1739"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1739"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1739"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}