{"id":1733,"date":"2025-11-04T20:05:03","date_gmt":"2025-11-05T03:05:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/?p=1733"},"modified":"2025-11-04T20:05:03","modified_gmt":"2025-11-05T03:05:03","slug":"if-i-pretend","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/if-i-pretend\/","title":{"rendered":"If I pretend"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-group nfd-bg-effect-dots has-global-padding is-layout-constrained wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Maybe if I pretend it is a choice<br>It wont hurt as much<br>Maybe if I intend to stop<br>the bleeding will stop flowing<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If I pretend I was never to be loved<br>maybe the wounds will be clogged<br>You say you don&#8217;t know<br>But I know even less<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can&#8217;t be sure of what I love<br>You&#8217;ll become, you&#8217;re so sure<br>That&#8217;s just not how it works,<br>I gotta cut<br>I stayed for too long,<br>I gotta go<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Maybe if I pretend it is a choiceIt wont hurt as muchMaybe if I intend to stopthe bleeding will stop flowing If I pretend I was never to be lovedmaybe the wounds will be cloggedYou say you don&#8217;t knowBut I know even less I can&#8217;t be sure of what I loveYou&#8217;ll become, you&#8217;re so sureThat&#8217;s [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1733","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pumps"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1733","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1733"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1733\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1736,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1733\/revisions\/1736"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1733"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1733"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1733"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}