{"id":1689,"date":"2025-08-23T13:28:10","date_gmt":"2025-08-23T20:28:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/?p=1689"},"modified":"2025-08-23T13:28:39","modified_gmt":"2025-08-23T20:28:39","slug":"fully-love-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/fully-love-you\/","title":{"rendered":"Fully love you"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-group nfd-bg-effect-dots has-global-padding is-layout-constrained wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wanted to love you completely, <br>To trace the maps of your worries, <br>To kiss the places that hurt you <br>And learn the language of your silences.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wanted to love you honestly\u2014 <br>No pretending, no careful editing, <br>Just the raw truth of two people <br>Deciding to be fragile together.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I dreamed of lazy Sunday mornings, <br>Your breathing steady against my chest, <br>Of knowing which dreams made you restless <br>And which memories you carried like stones.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wanted to love you through seasons, <br>Through your bad days and your good ones, <br>To be the person you&#8217;d call at 3 AM <br>When the world felt too heavy to hold.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But somewhere between wanting and having, <br>Between dreaming and trying to build it, <br>The careful architecture crumbled\u2014 <br>All those blueprints scattered like leaves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now I sit with the ghost of intentions, <br>With love that had nowhere to land, <br>Wondering how something so wanted <br>Could slip through such willing hands.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The heart I saved for you still beats, <br>Full of all the love I couldn&#8217;t give, <br>A story with no place to go, <br>A song with no one left to sing it to.<br><\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Why won&#8217;t you let me love you?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1689","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pumps"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1689","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1689"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1689\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1699,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1689\/revisions\/1699"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1689"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1689"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1689"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}