{"id":1653,"date":"2025-08-08T11:16:03","date_gmt":"2025-08-08T18:16:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/?p=1653"},"modified":"2025-08-13T14:26:57","modified_gmt":"2025-08-13T21:26:57","slug":"she-is-pavlovs-toy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/she-is-pavlovs-toy\/","title":{"rendered":"She is Pavlov&#8217;s toy"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-group nfd-bg-effect-dots has-global-padding is-layout-constrained wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She poured her heart into loving you whole,<br>Each feeling a bell in her delicate soul.<br>Yet your fleeting rewards leave her craving, confined,<br>Conditioned to chase what controls her own mind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You dangle your scraps when her heart starts to ring,<br>Her saints sacrificed for the fleeting joy you bring.<br>Too clingy, too tender, too selfless, you claim\u2014<br>Too broken, too tethered, too caught in your game.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She must bend or break, or learn to abide,<br>A toy in your hands where her feelings collide.<br>Yet her pain becomes art, each wound a new start,<br>Her brushstrokes of anguish, a map of her heart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Some marvel at colors that dance on her canvas,<br>Blind to the scars where your sharp triggers vanished.<br>They praise her creation, unaware of the cost\u2014<br>The weight of your bell, how her spirit\u2019s been tossed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She\u2019s a warrior, unyielding, though conditioned and torn,<br>Her strength forged in silence, her art reborn.<br>Through the chains of your chime, her light fiercely glares,<br>She fights, she creates, and she rises, she bears.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>She is waiting for the next ring.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1653","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pumps"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1653","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1653"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1653\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1675,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1653\/revisions\/1675"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1653"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1653"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/niwniw.net\/bujo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1653"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}